i dont think i can do this

Cor te reducit.
It means, "the heart leads you back."
It means no matter where you go after you leave this place,
your heart will always lead you back here.
It means there's always a place for you here.
And it means I'll always be here for you, too.

Whenever I'm happy I want him to see my happiness.
I want him to see how much my smile can light up a room.
I want him to see my strength. I want him to see the real me,
the me that has moved on, the me that knows how to live my life without him.
I want him to see who I am & who I will be
but I also don't want him to forget who I was.

I wanna be beautiful..make you stand in awe
..look inside my heart & be amazed.
I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough

i wish things were easier & that
somehow i could stop time to always
be with you

Girl: I’ve cried so much these past few weeks
Boy: Why?
Girl: I lost my bestfriend.
Boy: Crying means your weak…
Girl: No, crying means you care.
cried for the way things were,
the way things used to be,
the way I wish they were,
And the way they never will be

Currently Reading The Truth About Forever By Sarah Dessen see related

i want to love me so i can love you

exactly wat the title says. i want to learn to love myself more so that im not constantly worrying about things that i have no business worrying about.

It always rains the hardest
on those who deserve the sun

to find someone you love
you've gotta be someone you love

you dont choose who you fall in love with
you just do . . & you get this person who
is so wrong, yet so right at the same time
you know that you love them so much . .
except sometimes they drive you completely
insane and no one can explain it . the reason
its so confusing is because its love. & if
you didnt have any challenges what would
be the point of love?

Sometimes the things you complain most
about are the things that you care most about

you know it`s meant to be when
even the times you can`t stand him
he`s the only person on your mind

she's scared. scared to lose him. she's
scared she'll do something wrong to make
him want to leave. she's scared that he'll
find someone else so much better than her.
  she's scared becuase she finally realized
how much he means to her.

A kiss is a lovely trick
designed by nature
to stop speech when words
become unnecessary

If we were alone, and it
was absolutely silent,
what would you say to me?

i am coming to terms with the fact that
loving someone requires a leap of faith,
and that a soft landing is never guaranteed

i know something must be right
when no matter where i am, or
what i'm doing, the thought of
you can always make me smile.

Until further
notice: I’m officially
more gangster than you

I'm not that good of a person.
I make mistakes, and I act like I'm a lot smarter than I actually am.
I cry, I laugh way too loud, and things just seem to get to me.
Basically, I'm saying I'm not perfect; but when I'm with you,
I forget that, and it just doesn't matter anymore.

taking a stand

so last night i learned that my bf's ex went over to his house after she got off work to go deliver some pics. so i talked to my friend Nacho and he told me i needed to take a stand and talk to them about it cuz i have a roght to kno wat is going on. so i did. she asked me if it was ok 4 them to be friends and that she doesnt want to make it awkward for me. he is way over her and rly likes me. so then i had to go and tak to him. b4 i said nething i made him promise to tell me the truth he promised. so then i said that i felt like i was losing him and i asked if i was. he said no. so then i asked if he still liked me, he said yes. so then i told him i was worried that i just wouldnt be good enough and he said i shouldnt worry cuz he wldnt b going out w/ me if i wasnt. so i thought that was the end of that and i didnt rly make a diff. but then today as soon as he gets on aim he starts talking to me. me and only me. and then i find out that he has a super busy day tomorrow and is taking time out of it to take me to the movies when he couldnt just told me to wait a bit cuz he was busy and tired. which was just as easy/ so idk if my talking had nething ot do w/ it or if he jsut decided act more bfish suddenly. idk but i like standing up for myself and it makes our relationship stronger cuz he knos that he cant walk all over me and i kno that if i am concerned about something i can talk about it.

there's only a few things i've wanted to hold onto;
one being the color of the sky so blue;
and every feeling i've ever felt
when i was touching you.

when i'm holding your hand, i'm holding
on to the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Friends wait for the first day of school to tell you how much they missed you, while best friends are the ones calling you non-stop during the summer to make plans to spend time together

You don't have to be perfect to let somebody love you the way you wanted to be loved. Always remember that being simple is the most perfect way to make someone fall in love with you.

This kiss spoke of all the passion I had coursing through every one of my veins, & about how my heart, which was pounding so incredibly fast at the moment, was pounding for him. It spoke of my addiction to his touch, to his kisses, to the way he made me feel. And last, but not least, it spoke of how in love with him I was, which was so head over heels in love that there was no way I was ever going to fall out of it.

Sometimes you have to follow your heart,
even if it's somewhere you're not supposed to be.

I'm on a journey to conquer your heart.

Best friends are the ones that can spend
24 hours together & still yell at their parents
about not seeing each other enough.

retty means that a girl has timeless beauty. She is beautiful now, & she will be beautiful when she's 80. Cute is for the girls with great personality. Girls who are hot don't look good if they go to class in baggy sweats; a bed head without make-up. They're only attractive when they are fully dressed up. Girls who were considered as hot in highschool are the same girls who are no longer attractive at 30. (hahaha)

vaca and distance

so i leave wed morn 4 a four week long camping trip. it will b fun lots of boating and sunshine. lol but wednesday my bf leaves for florida and it will be the longest we have ever been apart. ever. its saddening.  but he's taking me to lunch then practice so he can tell me bye. ♥ ill miss him.

I've noticed that being with you I smile
a little more often, I anger a little less quickly,
the sun shines a little bit brighter, and life
is so much sweeter.

Without you, tomorrow wouldn't be worth the
wait and yesterdays wouldn't deserve remembering.

And he's the kind of guy where I check
my phone for a missed call right
when I get out of the shower.

Love's like a butterfly. If you chase it, it'll fly
away, but i you wait patiently, it will land
on you when you least expect it.

end of the weekend already

so the title says it all. its the end of the weekend which means tuesday is on its way alng w/ my first cg practice. ugh i cant wait cant u tell. someone plz save me!!!!!! neways so my parents bought a gazebo, yes a gazebo. its rly rather nice its just random. but w/e floats their boats. we'll use it next sunday when walter comes over for crawfish and speaking of walter i feel very special now cuz we were talking on aim but then i left for wat i thought wld only b a lil bit 2 watch some tv w/ my rents and when i came back 2 hrs later i asked if he missed me but then i said i was joking so he wldnt feel like he had to answer and he said he did and that i should have seen him jump up from his bed when he heard my aim message thing go off. lol so c now i feel special! ♥

Her: what are your plans for today?
Him: well, i was hoping to hang out with you.
Her: didn't we just hang out yesterday?
Him: yes but i miss you.

he landed smack in the middle of your
world, and turned everything upside downuntil you were addicted to his smile,
his voice filled your dreams,
and everything that didn't make sense
before is all of a sudden perfect

Hot is directed towards hot sauce
until you hit middle school;
At that age you add the extra
‘t’ and it refers to that
guy that just walked by (hahaha hilarious)